Major setback... Moving forward

So I've had some setbacks the last 3 months....some major setbacks. But I'm trying to move forward and get things on the right path again. I am a stress eater and I think maybe a compulsive eater. The majority of my thoughts are about food. Then once I have thought about food I get kind of ... Figity(s/p) and I can't stop until I eat. And the stress level in our lives this last 3 months has been probably the highest they have ever been. I quit even trying to be healthy. No exercise, a horrible diet and I just quit caring for a while. I gained 17 pounds in the last 3 months. Even my faith in god was feeling shakey. I quit going to church. i quit believing that I wasnt alone. My husband finally suggested that I should talk to a dr because he thought I was depressed. And I think he was right. I know I need to talk to a dr but haven't yet. Instead I spoke to god and amazingly I feel a lot better. Things are starting to come together again. Our household stress level has gone down and we are all feeling good. I know I should still talk to a dr and I will when I feel like I'm ready to. I just don't think I can talk to someone in person about all this yet. For right now until I'm ready to talk to someone else I will try and get refocused on losing weight and regaining my faith and my health. Mostly I'm just hoping for some support from others. Much love and god bless!