when enough is enough

Joined this site several months ago at 91kgs thinking great I can loose weight Now several months later Im 98 kgs and still thinking I can loose weight
Firstly I want to blame my partner for loving all the great meals I cook.
I want to blame Master chef for inspiring me to cook .
I want to blame my job for all the travelling I do and eating on the hop.
I want to blame last weeks fantastic holiday in Bali with all its fabalous food and wine on offer.
I want to blame the good life
but enough is enough.
I really am starting from scratch.
and lets see how I go.