Little baby Jesus please keep me motivated :)

Hello all! I'm Jessica, currently I'm super-d-dooper down on myself for gaining so much weight. I don't want to be skinny, I want to be healthy. Yesterday was a dreary cold Tuesday and the temp dropped all the way to the twenties in the south. Temps dropping in the south mean everyone has a panic attack hahahaha. Well, I knew I needed to cozy up for school (full time student) so I decided to bring out my loved purple winter coat. Much to my disarray it did not fit comfortably, I felt like a overstuffed king sized pillow shoved into a tiny infants pillow case. My husband of course said it looked fine but who cares! Once a woman has decided she feels horrible and looks stuffed it will take a magic spell or lots of therapy to remove that thought. Tis' time for a change, a healthy change. Not a I'm going to not eat for a week change. I want to be happy with my body and I know losing weight isn't the whole answer to my "bad issues" but it's a start.

Cheers,
Jess