Eating Disorder Problems.

You sound exactly like me, as in i feel like i wrote your post myself. Depression and eating/not eating can go hand in hand. When i get really bad i just eat because i feel like nothing matters and that no one cares so why should i. I hat emyself in the morning, as my binge eating almost always occurs at night. I promise myself ill never do it again and then the next day or a few days after there i am binging again.

I lost a lot of wight fast a few years ago, i had to gain some back because i was underweight, my doctor recommended me to a dietician and social worker, needless to say none of them helped. I ended up gaining enough eight to be considered in the healthy wight range however i hated myself more then ever, and it doesn't help that i also have really bad self esteem/body image issues. Now i'm attempting to lose some of the wight i gained back, but my binging and restricting mentality makes it very difficult.

If you ever want to talk i'm here to listen, feel free to friend me. And good luck with everything. Just try and take it one day at a time, i know its hard, but hang in there.

Talk to a counselor or a psychologist ect...it helps....also weight lifting will help the "pooch", but heal your mind and emotions along with your body

First, congratulations on your success! You worked hard and it paid off.

If you are worried about having an eating disorder, you need to speak to a professional, not random strangers on the internet. I suspect you are stronger than you think you are. You recognize that something might be wrong. Now take the next step to help yourself. Good luck!

Please do get help, here is not the place for getting real help. All though I imagine that you want to know that there are others with a similar problem.Just remember one thing: That you are a great person, look at all the good things you have achieved, and you can beat this. The world is a better place because you are here.
I was an alcoholic, and I binged bad, But 2 years ago I beat it, kicked it in its *kitten*. I also suffered great depression. But now I am still bere better and stronger, and now applying the same technique that I used to stop drinking with and beat my weight problems with.

Hold your head high, be proud of your achievements and who you are. !

A few other options include any guidance counselors / social workers at your school, or your family doctor. At your age, you don't have to have any info disclosed to parents or guardians, and your conversations with them should be totally confidential.

There is no rhyme or reason as to why we feel the way we feel about our bodies. I've felt awful at 135, and great at 200. I do know that when my depression & anxiety kick up (as well as during the winter) my food urges skyrocket. I have handled it by working with a really amazing therapist who helps me to find different ways to cope.

Good luck with this. It's hard but in the long run, it's going to pay off big time for a better YOU.