Introducing myself... and looking for support!

Hi everyone,

My name is Sandra and I am 30 and weight 192.5lbs... Ive been on and off diets and pills all my life. 3 years ago I got to be around 165lbs and then gained it all back.. not that easy to maintain it for me.
I am married and we are thinking about having kids, and even though there is always a good reason to why loose the weight, I also have good excuses why is not the right time..

But this time I am really hoping it will be different, I know that I want my future baby to be healthy and I also want to have a healthy pregnancy. So here I am, trying this one more time, hoping this time I can loose the weight and keep it off (or gain it only by baby fat )

This is not going to be easy.. at least the first little while... I need some support and good motivation!

Any out there who wants to share a hug?