Newbie here with a question ????

Hi folks

Just over a year of not watching what I eat and guess what??? I now have 56lbs to lose. Why do I want to lose it? I feel such a fat miserable lardy lump!! There it is said..... I have used MFP before, can someone help me out here I thought there were photographs of peoples weight loss in progress?? I find that very inspirational, perhaps I have made an error........

Regards humpty x