I have never really attempted to lose weight before

I have just sort of always been big and it didn't really bother me until recently when I noticed that people use me as the gauge.
There's fat and then there's Shayla's size. I think also that some people think I am held back or somehow a lesser person due to my weight. So I will lose weight to piss people off, that's my motivation. I cant imagine being thin, but I think 50 pounds oughtta be enough to shut people up. Who knows, I may enjoy the results. For the haters, the ones who think they are better than me, this water is for you. :bigsmile: