Alright I am finally doing this

After years of messing around on MFP I am set to do this. Morbidly obese almost 40 guy who has lost at least 100 pounds only to gain it back after a failed relationship and emotional eating. I live a pretty active lifestyle in terms of doing things but need some serious motivation in the eating department. I have weeks where I am awesome, quickly followed up by weeks of not so awesome. My weight has never once held me back from doing anything and I have never said I can't do something because I am too fat. Now I just don't want to be fat anymore, I am perfectly fine with "husky" lol. Just trying to stay motivated and make some friends along the way. I appreciate your comments and sentiments. I would be happy in the long run to lose 150 pounds but I will take 5 to start. Looking forward to your comments!