In all honesty...Lazy
heatherlee33
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Ladies and gentlemen, I am struggling. I have gained back 10 pounds from my low, my extensive-sexy-skinny-wardrobe...not feeling sexy anymore and I am not fitting into most of it. 10 pounds is a couple of sizes up for me. Every night I go to sleep with the thought of, "Tomorrow I will..." and you can pretty much fill it in from there. Among the list is, look like the pins I put on my fitness board on Pinterest, eat a whole-food diet, lose that 10 pounds, blah, blah, blah.
And every morning? Those good intentions of sweating on the treadmill for 30 minutes turns into sitting on my *kitten* and drinking coffee for an hour. The whole food diet? All those vegetables rot. And I love vegetables, don't get me wrong. Eating a salad with grilled chicken everyday though, makes me want to hang myself.
Every night I go to sleep wishing and everyday I drown those wishes in my the reality of my general laziness. It is so easy to sit on my *kitten*, so easy to drive through. But the self loathing is starting to take its toll. There is probably a lot more going on here than just lazy. I work more than 10 hours a day, etc, etc. etc.
I know that the key to changing my life and being happy, is changing the things that are making me unhappy. But lazy rears its head again.
I cannot be alone in this. Suggestions? I'm struggling.
And every morning? Those good intentions of sweating on the treadmill for 30 minutes turns into sitting on my *kitten* and drinking coffee for an hour. The whole food diet? All those vegetables rot. And I love vegetables, don't get me wrong. Eating a salad with grilled chicken everyday though, makes me want to hang myself.
Every night I go to sleep wishing and everyday I drown those wishes in my the reality of my general laziness. It is so easy to sit on my *kitten*, so easy to drive through. But the self loathing is starting to take its toll. There is probably a lot more going on here than just lazy. I work more than 10 hours a day, etc, etc. etc.
I know that the key to changing my life and being happy, is changing the things that are making me unhappy. But lazy rears its head again.
I cannot be alone in this. Suggestions? I'm struggling.
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Ladies and gentlemen, I am struggling. I have gained back 10 pounds from my low, my extensive-sexy-skinny-wardrobe...not feeling sexy anymore and I am not fitting into most of it. 10 pounds is a couple of sizes up for me. Every night I go to sleep with the thought of, "Tomorrow I will..." and you can pretty much fill it in from there. Among the list is, look like the pins I put on my fitness board on Pinterest, eat a whole-food diet, lose that 10 pounds, blah, blah, blah.
And every morning? Those good intentions of sweating on the treadmill for 30 minutes turns into sitting on my *kitten* and drinking coffee for an hour. The whole food diet? All those vegetables rot. And I love vegetables, don't get me wrong. Eating a salad with grilled chicken everyday though, makes me want to hang myself.
Every night I go to sleep wishing and everyday I drown those wishes in my the reality of my general laziness. It is so easy to sit on my *kitten*, so easy to drive through. But the self loathing is starting to take its toll. There is probably a lot more going on here than just lazy. I work more than 10 hours a day, etc, etc. etc.
I know that the key to changing my life and being happy, is changing the things that are making me unhappy. But lazy rears its head again.
I cannot be alone in this. Suggestions? I'm struggling.
1) don't beat yourself up. we all end up needing breaks. it's inevitable that on those breaks you'll add some weight back on if you're not counting calories and not exercising. it happens. life goes on.
2) start back in by pre-logging. this re-stresses the importance of being accountable to yourself.
3) if the treadmill no longer beckons, find some new exercise that's fun and exciting to you.
4) stop solely eating "diet foods". eat the foods you love. just budget them into your intake when and where you can based on your sensible calorie goals and your micro- and macro-nutritional needs. look into IIFYM. it's the underlying principle to all diets where you lose weight and meet your nutrient requirements.
5) i forgot what number 5 was going to be.0 -
Treadmill can be boring. Why not try outdoors? You could try an app like Couch 2 5K (or even more fun: Zombies, Run! 5K) that will help motivate you.0
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Thanks all! I feel trapped by food. I generally don't eat diet food, it tastes terrible and then there is that pesky cancer thing right? And I like vegetables. I think my problem may be variety. I get into a rut and eating the same thing all the time and then I go crazy cuz of boredom. Ideas?0
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I suggest getting yourself a brand new cookbook that features interesting foods for a reasonable calorie count. I found one I like and I do a new one everyday. I think that adding in variety really helps you stay motivated. You're right, when you get stuck in the same routine everyday you lose motivation really fast.0
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And yes, treadmill is so tedious. I havent found any exercise that I like though. Well, I like biking, and have a fantasitc bike. But I am very limited by time. I leave for work by 7am, I don't get home until 5:30 at best and then I have two kids to wrangle. I'd like to go biking with them but my daughter is 5 and its hard to get a sweat on when I'm trying to keep her close to me.0
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when this happens to me, it means I've lost my motivation so to bring it back I need to find something that triggers it such as looking at pics of me when I was really happy with my weight or reading Oxygen magazine - for some reason that magazine motivates me - I also grab a bunch of motivating pics off the internet and make them my screensavers0
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I will google that magazine. Maybe its a good tool for me too. thanks!0
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For motivation, I have a Pinterest page. I save photos of fantastically fit women and motivational sayings, and when I just don't feel like hitting the gym, I pull up that Pinterest page and look through and SO MUCH WANT that I get pumped up to go do it already.0
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I just googled oxygen mag... these ladies are buff. Like seriously.0
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Thanks for the great suggestions. This is all great advice!0
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Ive never been great at exercise. Food I did good with for about a year. I started a job and lost a bunch of weight...turns out I had a baking problem! But now Ive been at my job for 2 years, and Ive gotten comforetable. Bad deal. I need to jump back on track, the prelogging is fantastic. that always worked for me! Thanks0
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Look for new recipes for things you like. Example - I like zucchini, but eating raw zucchini every day gets old. So...zucchini fries, parmesan zucchini, zucchini chips, zucchini tots, and on and on and on. Same with salads. Vary what you are putting on them to vary the flavors. I do copycats of Panera Bread salads. Greens with sliced almonds, sesame seeds, an Asian vinaigrette dressing, maybe some wonton strips. Sandwiches - switch up the bread, meat, types of lettuce, cucumbers or tomatoes, condiments - mustard, vinegars, or even switching up toasting or grilling the bread changes flavor and texture. For dinner - chicken or shrimp, but flavored differently with different spices and cooked different ways. I do not do labor intensive meals, because like you, I won't do them at the end of the day and the food will rot. Everything I do is quick and easy. I use a lot of recipes from SkinnyTaste.com.0
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Best thing I think you can do for yourself is to remember why you started. As stated before if the treadmill just doesn't cut it for you try something new. Go for a job outside if thats possible for you or maybe try taking a class or two at a local fitness center. The hardest part is simply taking that step from I want it... to I'm doing it! Believing in yourself is the hardest part and I've been there. You CAN and YOU WILL, but you just need to get that ship back in the water! Find a buddy, partners are always great! It is very rare that you will be demotivated at the same time so taking advantage of somebody elses drive to get you off your buns is an awesome form of motivation in and of itself! I do not lack motivation in any way, shape, or form... However, my father in law who is my part time gym buddy needs a little fire lit under him once in a while to get him going and that's what I am here for! You are worth it, You deserve to be happy, You CAN DO IT, and it's TIME TO DO IT NOW! Cliche' quote time, but so true... "Never put off for tomorrow what you can accomplish today!"0
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Thanks all! I feel trapped by food. I generally don't eat diet food, it tastes terrible and then there is that pesky cancer thing right? And I like vegetables. I think my problem may be variety. I get into a rut and eating the same thing all the time and then I go crazy cuz of boredom. Ideas?
Pesky cancer thing?! Wtf?!0 -
This is how you can bike with a 5yo and work up a sweat. It's what we do with mine. He LOVES it.0 -
i feel compelled to post because my middle name is Lazy and my first name is Extremely. we are brethren! but i find losing the "all or nothing" mentality has worked wonders.
i used to resolve every single night to get up early to do the 30 Day Shred... i think i probably did 3 sessions in a month max. now instead of hauling my sleep-loving *kitten* off the bed at 5.30am for a super! powered! morning! workout! i leave the house a bit earlier for a leisurely walk to the train station. to my surprise a 20-minute walk (and that's with me walking at the pace of a crippled snail) covers 2km - that's 4km in a day. you might not have the luxury of time unlike me, but you get what i mean - your workout doesn't have to be super-punishing and you can incorporate it in your daily routine.
re: food - forget cooking or even macros, just do pure calorie counting. i've swung from a "clean food" to "paleo" to "keto" to "whole food" (we've come full circle!) obsession, but ironically now that my eating philosophy has evolved (devolved?) to "eat whatever the heck i want under my calorie limit, even if it's 20 cookies a day" i eat the most balanced diet. weirdly enough i find myself attracted to good wholesome foods, and i no longer self-sabotage myself on the basis that i begin "tomorrow, i swear". i don't eat the cake i don't want just because it is there and think ha-in-your-face-diet-which-i-begin-tomorrow-oh-and-hello-temporary-self-loathing!
i know it doesn't sound radical enough to be effective, but the kilograms have been dropping off at a rate i've never seen before. i really do hope my suggestions, cliche as they are, have been practical for you!0 -
Thanks all! I feel trapped by food. I generally don't eat diet food, it tastes terrible and then there is that pesky cancer thing right? And I like vegetables. I think my problem may be variety. I get into a rut and eating the same thing all the time and then I go crazy cuz of boredom. Ideas?
Pesky cancer thing?! Wtf?!
I thought the same!!0 -
Pesky cancer thing= diet foods have that reputation for causing cancer so I try to stay away from them. Everyone has been affected by cancer in their lives, loved ones, personally. I'm not lessening anyones pain or experiences. I'm just stating a fact. The reputation is there. I stay away from diet foods.0
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Pesky cancer thing= diet foods have that reputation for causing cancer so I try to stay away from them. Everyone has been affected by cancer in their lives, loved ones, personally. I'm not lessening anyones pain or experiences. I'm just stating a fact. The reputation is there. I stay away from diet foods.
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AWESOME IDEA!!
I saw a Mom riding with her daughter on this the other day. Both were laughing and clearly having a great time. :flowerforyou:
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Thanks TTFC! I think you have a fantastic philosophy! Its moderation right! Not getting crazy with unrealistic goals. I like your view. Thanks!0
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AWESOME IDEA!!
I saw a Mom riding with her daughter on this the other day. Both were laughing and clearly having a great time. :flowerforyou:
Sláinte :drinker:
This does look like SO much fun! Thanks!0 -
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Pesky cancer thing= diet foods have that reputation for causing cancer so I try to stay away from them. Everyone has been affected by cancer in their lives, loved ones, personally. I'm not lessening anyones pain or experiences. I'm just stating a fact. The reputation is there. I stay away from diet foods.
In the 60s I lived in Hawaii for 3 1/2 years (USN) and due to the persistent moisture we had cockroaches galore. They got into everything. They NEVER went near the Sweet-n-Low. Those critters have been on earth a long, long, long time, some 350 million years. They knew something back then and the carcinogenic properties of that stuff was later acknowledged. Put some of your diet stuff near some hungry cockroaches and let them tell you how safe the stuff is.0 -
Do you enjoy dancing? The Wii has let's dance 1,2, 2014. Your 5 year old would enjoy it too; I dance along with the grandkids. Burns lots of calories.0
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Do you enjoy dancing? The Wii has let's dance 1,2, 2014. Your 5 year old would enjoy it too; I dance along with the grandkids. Burns lots of calories.0
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We all have that lazy streak in us. The key is you really got to WANT to. This may seem simple, but its not. You WANT to lose the weight (we all do), but you don't WANT to live off rabbit food or exercise daily. This is the same problem I had 40 pounds ago. What I decided was to just watch the calories by portion size, not what I eat. This has made it much simper. If I want Ice cream or Taco Bell, I eat it. I just have to make it fit in the caloric limit. I don't do diet drinks or light beer, and I cant stand sugar free stuff. The key is if we take away all the things we like, even if we do manage to lose the weight, we eventually will gain it back because we want the stuff we miss oh so much. I still drink my coffee with sugar, I drink my daily coke (but only one) and so on. If I want more than my daily calorie allotment, then I have a reason to get on a treadmill. Exercise enough to have that extra thing or 2. Let the food you crave be your motivation to exercise, Otherwise just all things in moderation. I've been losing 2 pounds a week using this philosophy and I don't miss anything so I know I'll be able to keep it off once I reach my goal (80 pounds to go) My 5 miles of walking done for today, now I'm off to the steakhouse0
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My suggestion is not to tell yourself that you have to do 30 minutes on the treadmill. Tell yourself that you have to do 5 minutes. That's it. Get on the treadmill. Walk for 5 minutes. Get off. Cross it off your list and go about your day. (This is assuming the treadmill is in your home. If it is not, then substitute this for a 5 minute walk up and down the stairwell if you have one or a 5 minute walk down the block.)
Do not beat yourself up if you do not do more than 5 minutes. Call it a success. Now mark your calendar or another visual reminder to say that you have done it. The next day, do it again. There's a chance that you will feel like doing more than 5 minutes. If so, do it, terrific. But don't hold yourself to doing more than that. Do the 5 minute walk every day, day in and day out, whether you feel like it or not.
After you have developed the habit of doing that 5 minute walk every day for a while, then set the bar a bit higher and require a longer walk. After doing that for a while, you can add another challenge, like logging in your food diary every day, or eating your vegetables, or eating less than you burn, etc.
Doing something every day, without fail, will help you to develop the discipline that you presently lack. The trick is to make it so easy on yourself, in the beginning, that you have no excuses not to do it. Five minutes is not a long time, is it? You can do it.
Start now. Get off the computer and go walk for 5 minutes.0 -
re: food - forget cooking or even macros, just do pure calorie counting. i've swung from a "clean food" to "paleo" to "keto" to "whole food" (we've come full circle!) obsession, but ironically now that my eating philosophy has evolved (devolved?) to "eat whatever the heck i want under my calorie limit, even if it's 20 cookies a day" i eat the most balanced diet. weirdly enough i find myself attracted to good wholesome foods, and i no longer self-sabotage myself...
I've got to chime in here and agree with this... I found that I can eat pretty much anything I want, as long as I watch my overall calories. Some days I'll be over my calories, and others I'll be under, but in general, my moving average is close to my targets. My body ends up with cravings for "good" and "junk" foods, and I respond in kind. If you look through my diary, you'll see that I'm a fan of cake, donuts, candy bars, fast food in particular (convenience), coffee, and yes, diet products (sweeteners and cola). Whenever I don't have any specific cravings, I just try to follow a few basic rules
1. Don't drink calories (this is why I drink diet soda instead of regular, and very rarely have juice drinks). Drink lots of water.
2. Reduce meat consumption. Favor Swimming (fish and seafood in general) Over Flying (chicken, turkey) Over Fast/Small Walking (lamb and ham) Over Slow/Large Walking (beef cattle red meat). Special exception to this: Bacon is OK. Turkey bacon is an acquired taste anyways, and besides, they don't make fish bacon to my knowledge.
3. Avoid calorie high accessories. On sandwiches, opt for mustard or spicy sauces over mayonnaise, or go low fat mayo. On salads, be very conservative about the dressing if you even need it at all, and don't load up on nuts and berries and cheese and sprinkles and chocolate chip confetti. Its a salad after all, not an ice cream sundae.
4. Snacks/Junk (and any food) is OK in moderation. One way to offset calories from them is to go for a walk to the local convenience store to buy 1 snack instead of bulk packs. I do this in the hotter months for ice cream. It's also a good way to get the significant other to join you.
5. It's easier to eat healthy proper portion sizes at a fast food joint then a typical restaurant. For restaurants, eat slow, and plan on saving half your meal as leftovers for another meal.
But yea, on the diet food causing cancer front, to date I haven't seen any evidence indicating such from the consumption levels that humans endure. On the other hand, all kinds of cancer causing additives are apparently found in makeup like eyeliner, mascara, that powdery stuff. So if you're dolling yourself up looking pretty, you might not be doing yourself any favors.0
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