Needing some motivation and friends.

I recently started my MFP progress of trying to lose weight while my fiance is out to sea in the Navy, (he returns in a couple weeks). Over the past few weeks I have lost 5 pounds, (from 133, to 128). I am 5'4" and 18 years old. I go jogging 4 times a week and am working with the 1200 calorie goal.

I was very discouraged today because after spending the night at a friends house, not one, but BOTH of her digital scales said I weighed 134 pounds. What a kick in the gut. I returned home to my old school scale with the needle and it still pointed to about 128-129. I just feel so sad because I wanted to be around 125 pounds when my fiance returns but now my goals seem to be so much further away

Also I am just looking for some friends to add on MFP so that I am not the only one on my news feed. Thanks.
Jessica