Need some guidance. Fad chaser wanting to change paths...

I am brand new to the site. I have tried to use it before but gave up. At this point tho I really need to find something and stick to it or I am going to go down a bad path again. I have tried so many things and get caught up in the magic of each new fad even tho in the back of my head I know that main isn't real. I have struggled internally with my weight my whole life even tho I have never been told I am over weight. I worked in the restaurant industry for years and got caught up in the lifestyle of having to keep up an appearance. I was on diet pills for 3 years that worked wonderfully and were on the news about how horrible they were for you. They contained extasy and heart worm medication apparently but I didn't care as I lost 25lbs without having to lift a finger. At the end of the three years I was having heart issues and throwing up constantly from them and decided it was time to put them down. After that the weight crept back. As I regained each pound the health issues I had experienced became more and more forgotten and I only seem to remember the wonderful feeling of feeling skinny. I have never been one to love the gym and especially hate cardio. I had success with herbal magic but it is crazy expensive. I recently joined weight watchers online but I find that they allow you too many unhealthy options with point values that seem way too low for what you are eating. I am trying to find a work out program that I can do at home for now and a way to track my eating that makes sense. Thus why I am here. I really would love to once and for all change my ways and be able to become fit the right way. Even before joining today I spend 3 hours researching "natural weight loss supplements" even tho I don't believe they exist. I don't want to go down the road again but I need something that works and I am tired of trying new things. After reading some of the boards here I am hoping that other people's knowledge and success stories will be the motivation I am looking for. There is so much information to lose weight out there and so many people pulling in so many different directions that I have no idea what to believe. Anything at this point would help. I am a picky eater but getting better and looking for at home work out plans. Success stories or tips or anything. I am hoping for the same success with this platform that I have seen so far on the message boards.