Doing it for ME this time!

Greetings,

My name is Paul I am 43 and Live in San Jose CA. I started my weight loss journey back in 2010. After being married for 15 years having two awesome boys and putting on the "comfort" weight, My wife and I divorced. My crazy thinking was, I will lose weight, look like I did when she first met me, and she will come back. That was my motivation to lose weight. I wanted to make her sorry for what she let go. I would get her back and make myself feel all better. What an idiot I am.

Well, I lost 80lbs and did it bring her back? Nope. However, she did say I looked great, but she also told me during the same conversation, that she was getting re married. Yea, what a F***** disaster. After this happened, I got totally depressed, and gained all my weight back and some since 2010. Hard lesson to learn. Losing weight for any other person other than yourself is a HUGE MISTAKE!!

For the last going on five years, I stayed heavy. Oh who am I kidding, I was VERY fat. My highest weight was 313lbs. So in March I decided to get back in shape and have lost 47lbs. I am currently at 268 any my goal weight is 190. I have been doing this by myself since March, but now feel that I need some people to interact with on this journey., If you feel lead, please send me a friend request and let's do this thing together. I would really appreciate the support and hope to be a support to you as well. This time....I AM DOING THIS FOR ME!!!