confidence needed!

Yes all normal. I often feel like my life has way too many hardships in it and everyone else is getting a better deal but everyone i actually get to know well seems to have plenty of their own troubles. Life just is not fair it seems. People do rise above the odds and find happiness though. I am sorry to hear you are having such a tough time. I hope things turn around soon for you. Keep hold of your inner fighter and refuse to be beaten.