Hi I'm new here.....

I am so tired of being a fatty! I realized how much calories I consme every day , and I could slap my self for it. No wonder I have a waist expansion problem.So Ima work out on my elliptical trainer 4 days a week and ry do my exercize videos at least twice a week. Ima stay between 1200- 1500 calories a day 6 days a week.... and have 2000 calories one day a week. My fun day. But this whole food controlling me thing is over. I know if this website will track what I do, it will be asier for me to hold ,yself accountable. I way what I weighed when I was nie months pregnant. It's really depressing, and I can't stand it anymore. In 10 days I don't wanna sit back and realize I regret not starting the diet ten days prior. I gotta start sometime, and that time is now. I don't wanna develop diabetes and heart problems like my parents. And I surely don't wanna get any more lazy and depressed. I'm not proud of who I have became healthwise. I always wanna whine about my clothes not fitting, and I always wanna say tomorrow Ima start a diet. ENOUGH!!!!!! It's time to change my lifestyle. So I will go into this thing doing it right.....The good old fashion healthy diet and exercize. I refuse to take diet pills because they give me chest pains when I take them. I am too broke to do lipo, and there's only 2 things I can do . Make better choices what my body consumes, and increasing my exercize. So here I go. Pray for me that I stick with the plan!