Fat dance teacher NO MORE

I am a 42 year old dance teacher /studio owner and am fed up. I have just sold my studio and am now teaching part time and going into a new career in real estate. I love the dance world but body wise I have had many issues and have not been able to shake the negative self talk I have done to myself over the years. I am finally taking a healthy approach to my dieting and want "this to be my year". I look forward to talking to new people and offering encouragement to each other. I have been Bulimic, almost anorexic and of course up and down and up and down my entire life. I want off this roller coaster. I know I deserve to feel healthy, sexy and strong.