New and Starting exante diet tommorrow-diary of a serial die

Hi all,

I'm new to this site my doc reccommended it.

Just abit about me I've been battling with my weight since I was a kid and since then I've been on some sort of diet.
I must of tried every diet going

slimming world
Excellent diet you lose weight the reccommended way but.......... the fact that you can eat pretty much anything within reason kinda back fired, as any over eater will know, being faced with the fact you cud eat a chocolate bar and include it as a sin often meant for me that you have a bad day and that one turns into 3 or 4!!

weight watchers
Again as with slimmimg world excellent diet but.........again I found it hard to stick to my points allowance when I was having a bad day. I think I've joined WW about four times now and the same thing always happens.

Slim fast,
I did this diet at school and didnt lose much weight, tried it again as an adult same thing. thats not to say it doesnt work cuz it may for others

maple syrup
OMG!! all I'm saying is beyonce knowles has staying power. Did this diet for three days lost 7lb but.............I was shaking like no-ones business and felt incredibly sick

Lighterlife.(meal replacement diet, vlcd)
Diet consisting of nothing but milkshakes, soups, bars and as much water as you can drink in a day (at least 2litres)
Would recommend to anybody, cost an arm and leg, you feel hungry all the time and your toilet becomes your best friend but you lose weight and you lose it fast lost 4 stone in 5months plus you get group threapy " I'm kel and I have a problem putting the biscuit jar down" type thing.
My only problem was I ran out of funds and couldnt afford the maintance program and so, put the 6stone and more back on.

Camridge diet
Exactly the same as Lighterlife but cheaper and you dont get the group therapy, lost 6st in 7 months. Problem after that was I didnt maintain the weight and just started eating the wrong stuff again.

So here I am again tipping the scales at 20 stone and very unhappy, I cant bear to look in the mirror and I wake up each day feeling like a 100 year old woman (not good when your only 28)
My fiance loves me wateva I look like but I dont.
I received my exante food packs (similar to CD and LL) today in the post and I'm preparing to start tommorrow, so as for tommorrow the only way is up.....or down if your the needle on my scales!!!

Wishing everybody on here the best of luck, will keep you posted.
xx