REALISATION

THAT THE WEIGHT ISNT GONNA MAGICALLY DISAPPEAR (EVEN THO IT JUST MAGICALLY APPEARED LOL) I WEIGH 196 POUNDS AND I M AIMING TO LOSE 50 OF THOSE JUST NEED TO FIND SOME WILL POWER TO KEEP AWAY FROM FOOD .......I AM A 5FT 2" 48 YR OLD MUM OF 3 NANNY TO 5 AND WAS A SIZE 10 UP TO 10YRS AGO HEAVIEST TO THAT POINT HAD BEEN 9 AND A HALF STONE WHEN I WAS 9 MONTHS PREGNANT ....... I CHANGED JOBS FROM LOOKING AFTER 20 HORSES TO GARDENING FOR A LIVING STILL A PHYSICAL JOB BUT I HAVE 3 TO 4 MONTHS OFF EVERY WINTER DONT FEEL AS FAT AS I LOOK FOR SOME STRANGE REASON IT IS A SHOCK TO SEE PICTURES OF MYSELF AND WONDER HOW THE FAT BIRD WHO LOOKS LIKE ME KEEPS GETTING IN THE WAY....... MY MUM IS VERY BIG AND AT 69 IS STRUGGLING TO WALK AND STAND FOR EVEN SHORT PERIODS SO I HAVE DECIDED I NEEDED TO DO SOME DRASTIC ACTION BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE HOPEFULLY YOURS CHRIS