66lbs gone but I'm off track...getting back on (pics)

So last night I caught myself complaining to my boyfriend that I felt as though I still looked the same as I did at 275lbs. {in the pic} (Now I will admit, I do have on control top pantyhose and I do have on a tummy control garter to hold up my stockings -- plus as a photographer you learn angles that flatter you lol no lying on here all truth) but still even with those at 275lb I wouldn't look halfway like this. My stomach is my problem area and unfortunately you cannot target where you lose from. It really does take looking at where you were to see how far you've come. Especially when you (I) still have a poor self image outlook. I'm barely in a size 16 now but a year ago I couldn't fit into a size 22 in jeans let alone any dresses. I still have days when I look at myself in the mirror and I still see that old person. No it's not everyday, I try to be as positive and confident as I can but you know what I mean, everyone has those blah days! I may have just been diagnosed with HBP recently but you know what, my charts go back 9 years showing that I've suffered with it for a long time. Can you imagine if its this high now (200/110 without my meds) where it was when I was pushing 300lbs!!

I'm currently 209.8 and my goal is 175 so I still have a little ways to go. I've been going through a divorce and bankruptcy for the past 6 months or so and that's all finally about to be over with. So now is time to stop being stagnant and get back into my routine now that I'm starting my new life.

The moral of all this is for all of you who are trying to better yourselves, never forget where you started and how far you've came. Because from time to time you're going to feel like you haven't moved an inch but when you look back you've gone miles!

Never give up - never stop believing - never stop dreaming - keep pushing yourself!! One small step at a time!!!