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Hi everyone. I'm new to this board. Here's a little bit about me...I'm a 37 YO stay-at-home mom of two boys. I have struggled with weight basically my whole life. I'm not technically overweight but I have gained 23 pounds after a surgery I had 3.5 years ago. Before surgery I was 128 pounds at 5ft 8. Now I'm 151. I see myself going down a road that I don't like. Before my surgery, I felt wonderful, sexy, and in shape. Now obviously, I don't feel very good about myself. I used to shop for size 4-6 jeans and now I'm shopping and buying size 10. I know some women would very much like to be a size 10 but it's not my ideal size. It's not a weight/size that I'm comfortable with. I'm on day 4 of tracking everything I put in my mouth and I'm feeling like I finally have control. Thanks everyone in advance for being a good support system.