Restart on life!

I've been on this app before and honestly I had stopped using it 5 months ago because of personal problems. I had lost motivation and what's even worse is since I had stopped I have gained 11 more pounds. I'm tired of going to stores trying things on and putting them back because either I don't fit into them or they just don't look good on me. I've lost confidence and have become depressed. I want to feel alive again. I hope to make a fresh start this year and really get these pounds off of me