Been here a week and so far- I'm down to stay

I'm aiming to lose 70 pounds before summer hits- so far that's mean waking up early, working out 15-30 minutes first thing and doing it again right before I go to sleep. And a week later I did lose my first 5 pounds, so I'm trying to keep my motivation up so I can keep hitting these workouts hard everyday. It's slightly distressing that I workout a lot and can't always input the workout here (it's just really complicated translating a Tabata workout, or a youtube workout to the structure MFP has and the first 3 days I did, but then I realized I was wasting working out time and cooling down in the process of trying to calorie count/keep track of what I am doing and that just doesn't work for me), so I generally do 2 or 3 workouts that end up not even being counted on here.

- That said- I'm following MFP's suggestion Calorie goal of only eating 1200 calories- which is proving hard. Not because I overeat, in 6 days I've met the goal twice, that's it. I have a problem with under eating. Keeping in mind that there's workouts not counted/imputed on here- it's kind of a problem if I still can't meet the required calories.

- My reason are- in my opinion- purely vain. I don't want to be fat anymore. I'm tired of how lovers have treated me in the past. I have a 5 year high school reunion coming up (I know- who does that? Apparently, my old high school does). I'm dying to hit them all up in style.

- If you get the opportunity to read my blog, let me warn you now- it is NOT a fitness blog, it's more of an honest truth blog with a splash of how it affects fitness and, I don't exactly suggest you read it unless you have been through a lot and the cookie-cutter groups here for ED support and emotional support for personal *kitten* are just too... Disney about the reality for you. If you have, by all mean go read it and know that I feel you. There isn't much in it, but what there is, well, it's personal. I talk about my ED, my health issues, my personal history with a not the best life and well, Me being myself.

- If anyone reading this can suggest a group (that isn't the ED support- checked them out- and believe it or not, telling ppl to not discuss the fact that they aren't currently eating and deeming it pro-ED (pro-ana) to vent when you've lapsed isn't help- that's damage), a group that may encompass support for not only ED, but assault, racism, sexism, the works would be appreciated.

- Not sure if I'm the person anyone would want to cozy up to on here, but I am sweeter than I seem and open to making friends and giving support to those who need it.