Looking for Support to keep me on track

Hello! I am a new Mom of a beautiful, healthy daughter who is 17 months old. I want to get into the best shape of my life with the goal of competing in a fitness competition at the end of June. I am having a hard time staying motivated because I am so sleep deprived as my little one does not sleep well. I also love my dark chocolate and wine, as well as sometimes over doing it on almond butter. I am looking for encouragement to stay on track with clean eating and for someone to give me a kick in the *kitten* when I am falling off track with clean eating and getting my workouts in.