I let myself go for too long

Ive been busy starting my freshman year of college, it's hectic, fun, new, the whole 9 yards. I hadn't weighed myself in a while, and I sorta felt uncomfortable in my favorite pair of jeans, and that's when I realized I needed to change. NOW! The scale said 197.8 lbs.... I was mortified, embarrassed, and discusted. I'm an 18 year old girl. How did I let this happen? I started blaming it on quiting softball to work at Burger King, but I can't make excuses. I need to make changes! I hope that I can gain enough self power to keep myself motivated to get slimmer, healthier, more confident- sexier; where I should be at this age. #Godpleasehelpme