i was always chubby or chunky or fat whatever you call it
i was a womens size 12 at like twelve or thirteen years old
i grauduated from high school at a size 18 and only got bigger and bigger i eventually went to a size 22 but i went up and down with my weight going from 22 to a 16 and get happy and gain it the weight back
when i was a size 14/16 i did a couple modeling jobs here and there (plus size) but at a size 22 i never got call backs so i gave up
i went away for the weekend and my best friend and friends she was bragging about how pretty i USED to be and how i would get more modeling jobs and be so much prettier if i lost weight and i told her i was fat and happy and i am who i am...i dont care about modeling and i was pretty even fat and most importat i was HAPPY....so she breaks out my headshots and is showing her guy friends they were like THIS IS YOU????? NO WAY? YOU LOOK SO DIFFERNT? YOU WERE REALLY HOTT NO WAY THIS ISNT YOU!!! IT LOOKSNOTHING LIKE YOU OMG WOW YEAH RIGHT"
i laughed it off and didnt tell anyone how much that hurt my feelings
that weekend changed my life
i went home and was resolved to get in shape and prove to everyone thoes pictures - my modeling pictures were mine and i could look good again!
and here i am
down 56pounds and still going
im a size 12/13
this is my life style
my goal is a 5/7 and i will do it
and i have done 2 modeling jobs at my new size!
im the smallst size and smallest body ive ever been in my adult life
because of working out im now smaller in inches EVERYWHERE also!
i look in the mirror and dont recognize myself
i see a girl and dont instantly say shes fatt
ive got a long way to go but im still going!
i cant wait to see thoes guys again and be like
now i look better than my pictures ahaha!