Day 1 hopeful and optimistic

I have always been in the heavier side of things. i am the type of girl who loves going to the beach and enjoy the sun alot but cant really enjoy things like that fully. Right now i am so uncomfortable with my own skin. I dont wanna spend the rest of my life feeling this way about myself. i am hopeful that this time ill actually be happy and hopefully build some sort of self esteem. Wish me luck guys! Let's all be healthy!