Question for the guys please!

Okay, so i dont mean to be too off topic or anything but i just have to know.

So your talking to a girl for a long time (5 months) and you have seen pics but never her on cam. (we live in different countries) One night as a surprise she gets on cam with you, and you proceed to do "stuff". lol for lack of better words and not wanting to get too graphic.

Well, I have lost almost 45 pounds in the last 4 months and so while i feel better and see HUGE differences i am still super self conscious and hard on myself even though i know i am looking pretty good. (just got back down to an average 14 and i can fit in some 12s)

The whole time on cam I was very shy and nervous until the end when i kinda just let go of all my worries. Now next day even though he said how hot i was i am freakin out about all my imperfections. I just wanted to know..

When a girl does something bold and daring like that are you paying attention to her imperfections or are you just so excited she is on cam and doing this for you that you only see good stuff?? I know not every guy is the same, but i just need to know.

Sorry if this offends anyone but i am freakin myself out (I felt REALLY vulnerable, esp since he never got on cam and hasnt ever) but at the same time i feel like i was also lookin pretty hot. Thanks for your input!