Well here goes

I looked at my self in the mirror today and although I tried to change what pants I was wearing and making my belt tighter, the truth is I've gained all my weight back, I can see it in my face. I am terrified to do this journey, as I feel like failure is waiting for me but I am trying to remember how good I felt when I was living a healthier lifestyle. However I cannot do this alone, and therefore looking for friends, motivation, recipes, etc.

I can do this . . . . . I have to!