Back and more determined than ever.

I am back and feeling more driven to reach my 45lb-50lb weight loss. When I was here years ago my weight goals were a lot smaller, like 25 lbs max. Now, three kids and a hungry husband later, I let the mom and wife lifestyle drag me deeper into the "blob" hole I was in. It wasn't until a week ago that I decided enough was enough. I didn't want to look in the mirror and ponder on who was looking back at me anymore. I'm tired of trying to figure out how to dress this body. I'm ready to get back to looking like the woman my husband fell in love with. That beautiful woman was standing at 5'4" weighing 145lbs. Now she's buried under 193lbs.