i need to lose another person

I'm Michelle and I'm addicted to food.

I need to lose 124lbs. I keep coming up with excuses on why I can't do it. I'm too busy. I don't know what to do. I don't like that kind of food. The texture is weird.

I bought a trainer earlier in the year thinking that maybe that would be the push I needed but I've only lost 14lbs. He gives me a basic plan to go buy but then gets me to buy Advocare stuff. I want to try to lose this the "normal" way.I don't want to take pills to lose it right now.

I was diagnosed with PCOS when I was 16 and thats when I noticed the spike in weight gain. I have never been "skinny" to normal standards. Then when I was 19 I got pregnant and gained 50lbs during that because I was just lazy and had the mentality "I'm pregnant I can eat what I want". well no I shouldn't have and now my baby is 6 years old, so I know its not pregnancy weight so I call it lazy weight.

I'm a single mom, I go to school fulltime while my son has a full agenda. We travel frequently to Dallas visit his Grandparents and I use that as an excuse not to eat right.

I need to prepare for the week better and stick with it.
Hopefully this will help.