Whats the best advice you would give yourself from the future, ............the way future.

Ca--coo you made me chuckle, cute & funny

Hi xyz, my Mother died of cancer it was awful.

Today enjoy yourself, do what makes you smile with your entire being

I hate falling of the horse, literally tried horse ridding about 2 times ( but the injuries sustained from horse ridding makes me not want to pursue this sport, e.g. superman in a wheel chair), the quote

"fall of the horse get back on "- urban dictionary (Def. 1 (verb) To attempt the same challenging action after failure. Apparently derived from an old adage: "You have to get back on the horse that threw you."

Def. 2 (verb) To get back into a habit. Traditionally this would refer to a good habit, but sarcastically might refer to a bad habit or addiction. Possible confusion with the phrase "on the sauce".
Def. 1 - I know you burned the turkey trying to cook Thanksgiving dinner, but you can't let that stop you if you really want to become a chef. You'll just have to get back on the horse and try cooking it again.

Def. 2 - I'd been trying to do 30 minutes of exercise every day, but my work schedule eventually got so busy I could never make it to the gym. Things have calmed down quite a bit recently though and I keep meaning to get back on the horse and go work out again. )

from my side, and God side like having a Godly habit, then I sin, sin sector/ jesus sector ----fall of----, had a great exercise streak going and monday fell of, watched movies ( "orange the new black"- a bunch of woman in prison, did the crime, now doing the time!), ( this series is such a good metaphor for me), instead of using my talent wisely, I watched movies,skipped exercise( random thought happening now, a fly is bugging me right now, so must sin be like that to God?) ( fly/mosquito), ( mfp is like being in "orange is the new black"), learning how to form new behaviour patterns, or going back to old better behaviour patterns).

As an artist, I am dogged by negative thoughts patterns (not being good enough, worthy)( or not being able to sell, only the rich buy art, how many artist, having rich friends/patrons right), suicide/death, ungodly addictions, wasting time i.e. like watching movies/series (always from childhood loved stories) ( stupidity turning into regrets).

Instead of refining and growing and improving my talent, which is solely my responsibility. Its God given the seed, my creative talent, my responsibility to grow, & nurture and water.

Life without an enjoyable job ( i.e. contributing in a positive and uplifting way to society as a whole) is no life at all. Bread & fish don't fall from the sky, on a daily bases.

So Todays encouragement for me is, time is made up of balance, i.e. seasons ( winter, a time to rest & learn & be encouraged, sow seeds, spring to grow and develop, summer-fruits, autumn, letting go, contributing to God's art history, doing my best & letting go.)


So everyday saddle up, get on the horse and enjoy the ride, wind in my hair i.e. be encouraged daily, Keep thoughts positive daily, if fall of ( repent ) and get back on, feed myself positive and encouraging words.

The best advice for today...... I Can do this job,( get to my healthy zone & be successful), I am a capable & responsible person. Just turn up for victory, everyday.........its a journey like growing a seed into a fruit tree, have your eyes on the price, (healthy & happy)......