20 kg (45 pounds) to go!!!

Hi ,my name is Gabby and I'm trying to lose 20 kg (45 pounds) of baby weight.I love this website and app!After trying different diets(atkins,dukan etc) without success i started tracking my calorie intake and IT WORKS!!! I have also started yesterday the 30 day shred challenge and i can't believe how out of breath i got straight away.My pregnancy was really awful with a lot of procedures and interventions that resulted in my water breaking at 25 weeks.I was on complete bed rest until 34 weeks ,i had 2 rounds of steroids for lung development and without moving much and eating constantly i managed to put on 6 stone.Unfortunately ,after trying everything we could our beautiful baby died in hospital at 4 months.My depression got even deeper but i managed to lose 2 stone without any diet.Now i feel ready to try again for a baby but i want to get in a healthy shape.Im hoping to meet others looking to lose around the same weight and maybe we can motivate each other.