If not now, when?

Hello ladies and gentlemen, I am in search for buddies to help keep me going. I am finally so determined because I, like you, am tired of feeling this way. Here is a bit of my story. While growing up I had the type of mother that would let me eat anything I wanted no matter what time of the day or night it was. Grew up battling my weight from the age of about 7. Finally got healthy at 13 and lost it all (shape, good eating habits, and healthy weight) with my first pregnancy at 18. Stayed at the 200s after that and had another baby at 21 which got me further up the scale to about 220s. Slowly went up and down between 245-230. Got pregnant one last time at 29 (eek) and now that I have had my baby I am stuck in the 240s. So a few weeks ago I turned 30 and that alone had lit a fire in me to succeed for good and make it out of the 200s. What pushed me further is that someone bought me a nutribullet for my birthday so now the war with this excess weight is on! Coming from a family of diabetics I am determined now more than ever! So if you are looking for some motivation or someone to talk to feel free to add me. I love interacting alot with my friends and log in daily so I will never leave you hanging. Good luck on this weight loss journey. Wishing you all good health, love and happiness.