help!!!!

I am a 39 year old mother. A couple of years ago I used my fitness pal and lost almost 30 pounds. But, things happened and I stopped using my fitness pal and gained all 30 pounds plus a few extra. I'm tired of the yo-yo and I ready to be fully committed to losing all plus some want some fitness friends on here. I am re-establishing my weight loss goals and I need friends to keep me encouraged and help keep me motivated. .. Is there anyone out there who wants to become friends with me....