I succeeded! Need to get back on track (pics)

I started MFP a couple of years ago and it took me about a year and a half to get down to a weight I felt comfortable with. The first picture is me a little smaller than where I began. I wasn't happy with my weight, or my lifestyle. Eventually I realised something had to change. The first change, weight (180+ pounds).



So it took me a year and a half. Stuck to MFP pretty strictly. I was so so proud of myself. On top of controlling my food intake I gave up smoking, drinking, got a beagle who pretty much forced me to walk, far, everyday and changed a major part of my life to concentrate on me again. I got happy. Joined a netball team, made lots of new friends and eventually started cycling.



I maintained at between 115 - 120 pounds for about a year.

Then there's now. I'm still cycling, still play netball, still walk everyday, still happy... pretty much. I've gained a bit. I'm disappointed with myself but know it happens, just need to get on top of it before the first picture becomes a reality again. I can't bring myself to weigh myself because I just don't want to know. But I'll get back on track and find where I'm at when it suits me not to make me feel totally disappointed in myself.

I've done it before, more. I can keep it down.