Here I go AGAIN!!!!!

Trying this app again for the 3rd time, hopefully I am here to stay. I've been procrastinating for the last few weeks and not really giving it my all, although I have been going to the gym but the food part is the hardest for me. I stepped on the scale this morning and wanted to cry!! I can't believe I have let myself get this big!! I want to do this b/c I need to, and I need to do this b/c I want to!! I've struggled w/my weight all my life but I am ready to do what I need to do to become healthier inside & outside. I know this journey will not be an easy one but I'm soooooo ready..my mind is made up. Feel free to add me so we can keep each other motivated!! I know motivation plays a big part of SUCCESS!!