Binge eating and bulimia

Hey guys, I am writing this to motivate and encourage those who are suffering or recovering from binge eating or bulimia. I was suffering from this issue for 5years and I still hav the thought of throwing up after large meals sometimes, I was really concern about my weight and my weight are maintaining at borderline to underweight , I was really guilty after every meals and did a lot of harm to my body. However now I am recovering from it and I am controlling my calories but I eat more than I ever had without feeling guilty ,in addition with some exercises !(; although my weight aren't going down but it doesn't really bother me anymore, I am feeling healthier and better than ever ! I would love to makes friend with you guys and keep each other motivated ❤️❤️