I learn, from my mistakes yet I continue to, repeat them.

So therefore, they're no longer mistakes; they're faults!

(This is a venting moment/rant rather than a question, so I wasn't sure; which Category to choose from).

I start my days at midnight & I was craving a new type of lunchables but forgot that I was going to eat that until I went to get the cream cheese, for my half of a bagel; that I had already gotten from the package. So I just ate the half of bagel but then gave into my craving for the lunchables.

I was still hungry after & wanted pizza but knew that I'd eat the entire pizza, so I had half of a serving of cereal instead & unfortunately then another, in hopes that I'd get full enough; to not crave the pizza anymore but I made the pizza anyway & at 2:00 A.M., I've already eaten 1 & 1/2 days of Calories.

I knew that I would eventually given into my cravings, as I've always done before & would've also eaten at least a days worth of Calories but if I had just given into my cravings only instead of eating the half of bagel & the 2 half bowls of cereal in an attempt to avoid the inevitable, I wouldn't be an extra half of a day; over my Calories. The damage would've just been minimized to the over consumption of what I craved & not in addition, to what I didn't.

I am not upset that I gave into my cravings and/or that they'll put me a day over my Calories because I'm human & therefore I have to enjoy myself every once in a while. I am upset that I wasted Calories consuming things, that I didn't even want; all while knowing that I'd also eventually consume what I did want especially since this has happened numerous times before. I don't mind mistakes but I can't accept faults & so I'm absolutely livid with myself, over this.