Recovering from Eat Disorder!

Hi! My name is Fallon and I have struggled with eating disorders for a year and a half. In May of 2014, I decided to lose weight- starting at 120 pounds at 5'2" I only wanted to loose 5 pounds. I started the south beach diet, cutting out major food groups and a few months later, I was 101 pounds. I became anorexic and obsessed with my looks. Everyone in my life became worried that I wasn't eating enough...I ignored everyone, even though under eating made me irritated and emotional .. Crazy enough, i still wasn't satisfied and wanted to reach 99 pounds! However, My body couldn't take the starvation anymore, so I started getting crazy food cravings and started binge eating. My reaction was to try to not eat for several day after binge eating, which only made the cravings worse. I started living a life I was not proud of and I hated what I became. Eventually, the binge eating had become worse than the starving, and I gained all my weight back to 120 over the spring and summer. I realized that happiness doesn't come just from looks or how skinny I am, and through the help of my friends and family, I have now passed over that horrible phase in my life! Today, I want to use this app to help me eat healthy and gain muscle! I want to be happy, healthy, strong and gain the muscle back that I have lost in the past year. It will be a long road but my motivation and happiness has recently returned and I will try very hard to become the person, both mentally and physically, I want to be!