Sheepish

I saw myself on the video at work (we had a gas drive off and were looking to see if the person came in the store) and I looked... uh. A lot bigger than I thought I was. Putting it kindly.

So I got on the scale expecting to be a little over 150lbs or so like the last time I gained some weight. I'm not the tallest critter around, so 150 is usually the point where it starts really showing on me. Been having issues with my depression/anxiety, sleeping more after work and pointedly ignoring my thighs/growing belly rolls. Even More Pointedly ignoring that my pants and sports bras stopped fitting months ago.

I'm currently flip-flopping between 168 to a little over 170lbs. Ouch. The jiggling sensation when I move fast wasn't all in my head after all.

BUT. I used MFP a couple years back and I remember it doing me a lot of good motivation-wise, so. Hello! I'm MumbleGrumble, I like Leslie Sansone videos and losing step duels to my sister using my Jawbone Up3 band. My food logging is inconsistent at best but getting better, I drink nothing but water or seltzer if I'm not having the rare alcoholic beverage or redbull, and I have a caffeine problem that I abuse with 5hr Energy Shots.

Feel free to say hi and friend if you want to watch me grumble my way through losing forty or so pounds.