not a success yet....but im getting back there

The last 2 years kicked my butt. See that picture of me of me in the pink? Thats me from just a few years ago (less than 4 years)...and it is not my most fit picture ever:) . The one with me and my son...thats from this last year
I used to workout and eat like a champ! I was ripped.
Over the last 2 years or so i put on 80 lbs. Last year I got hit by a car, got majorly depressed and then life handed me a huge pile of crap. It was bad. I got depressed and lost all motivation, hope etc. I had a hard time getting off the couch. Honestly because i lived in my "fat girl yoga" pants I didnt know how heavy I was getting. I went to the doctor but i refused to look at the numbers on the scale. They put me on blood pressure meds last year. I didnt get back on a scale until I had lost some weight in June; when i saw the numbers my jaw dropped. I had put on over 80 pounds since that pink picture, and i lost all my muscle definition. I tried to work out but my body HURT from just taking walks. I stopped eating crud and day by day it got better. The depression and pain were going away. 4 1/2 months later im down 20 lbs and have gained muscle (no pictures i stay the heck away from cameras. lol); i can workout without too much pain. I can walk for miles, I can bike for 2 hours plus, Im only sore after weights, no joint pain. I have another 70 to go. By this time next year I will be back to where i was. I dont always have time to work out. I have 3 kids, I work, I go to school full time, and I still have trailing drama. Trust me I have every excuse to just sit and give up. I had to treat my weight loss as a job at first; the motivation came second. Now after months and months I want to be a better me. Im sharing this because I see a lot of posts about no motivation, or wanting to give up.
If I can do it so can you.