That one problem...

I understand where you are. I was the same, 2 years ago next week. I finally snapped when I could no longer fit into a pair of jeans which were already a size larger than I was kidding myself I was. Joining MFP & finding friends on here really helped me get started as I found see their posts each day, doing exercise, healthy eating, & it made me think ' come on, they can do it, so can you'. I never deprived myself of anything, I still had crisps, chocolate, ice cream, but I cut down & only allowed myself a certain amount. I started Insanity in January this year which I found was brilliant, but I still had 1 treat a day, in the evening, which encouraged me to try really hard throughout the day as then I could enjoy my treat in the evening. If you are able to get Insanity I would highly recommend it. It is expensive but its the best money I've ever spent! Yes, it is difficult, but when I started I couldn't even get through a third of the warm up never mind manage the moves as many times or as fast as the people on it. But I just did what I could for as long as I could & then took a rest when needed. By the time the end of month 1 came I could do the whole warm up without stopping, although I was knackered after it, & could do 10 real push ups when before I could hardly do 10 using my knees. I cannot recommend it highly enough!

Anyway, I hope you find the motivation to get where you would like to be. Without the right mind set, it is very difficult to motivate yourself to exercise & not purge. Believe me, when I started I thought I'd never make it, & yes it took me 2 years, but I've lost 58.8lbs & I can look at myself without thinking 'eughhh'.

YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!