Starting back again is hard but Here I am again.

Hello I had this membership for over two years and never took it seriously until a week ago.

I have always been in a yo-yo diet. I have always been the full figured girl from my family who struggled to stay fit. I am Hispanic from the Caribbean and until I was 21 years old I lived an active live walking up and down going out and having fun. Everything changed when I got married and moved to Florida. When I moved to Florida I started working at a call center sitting down for 8 hours a day with a 1 hour lunch that I also spent sitting down or pacing back and forth if I was on the phone chatting with a family member.
In my first year of marriage I gained 40 lbs. It was stressful. I went out to eat a lot as a way to spend my leisure time and when I was home, I also ate because my husband loves cooking and making new recipes. I spent my days waking up going to work, coming home eating and watching TV until it was time to sleep. On my 2nd year of marriage I was still a little depressed and 60lbs overweight. I went to famous clinic for a weight loss to try to get help and loose the weight. Unfortunately I only stayed in the program for a month. I felt alone, I got discouraged because it was too expensive and I only lost 13 Lbs. 10 out of those 13lbs I lost I gained back in the first week I quit the program.
On the 3rd year of marriage my husband joined the military. While he was away I started to watch what I ate, workout 2 times a day at least 5 day a week. In about 4 months I lost 25lbs. When he got back it only took me little as 2 months and a half to gain them all back. 6 months later I got pregnant and while pregnant miraculously I didn't gain much weight. I had my baby at the end of 2011 and by the time my baby was 2 months I lost almost all the pregnancy weight. Sadly I was still overweight because that how I was before I got pregnant. My baby was 6 months when she stopped breastfeeding and when I stopped breastfeeding I gained more weight. I don't blame the weight on breast feeding I also acknowledge that at the call center I worked I ate 2 sneakers bars a day. When I got home from work cooked dinner, eat and watch TV until I fell asleep. Having a baby didn't change much of my daily activities.
When my baby was 10 months old I decided to move up North for a change. I left first and left my husband behind. I moved in with my Mom. My mom too was also struggling with her weight and was starting to have health issues. I decided to start making life changes so we can both lose weight and so that she can get well. In about a month we lost 5 lbs. Then we decided to be vegetarians and it worked, we lost 10lbs. We started working out 4 times a week and we lost 10 lbs. We both decided to move back to FL because we dislike the cold. When I moved back with my husband I gained 6 lbs. in the 1st month. On the 2nd month started to eat meat and I gained 10lbs. I started to work in a doughnut place and I gained 5lbs. 2 months after I started to work at the same call center I worked in when I first moved to FL.
It’s been 22 months since I started at in the call center job and I have been struggling. If I lose 3lb I gain 4 or 5 back. I am 29 years old, next month my daughter is turning 4 years old and I am a size 14. Last week I was 208 lbs. I am starting to have trouble vending, walking and I am always feeling tired. I don't enjoy going out because I don't find clothes that fit me well or make me feel comfortable. My libido is dying and I just feeling hopeless at times. I have a nice family a great job but I don’t feel happy because I don't feel good about myself.
I have made it my goal to seriously start losing weight. I want to have and maintain a healthy lifestyle and show my daughter by example how to live well. I want to be able to enjoy life without feeling miserable. I am not getting any younger and I don't want to develop serious health problems.
I love My Fitnesspal because it allows me to track what I am eating. I love the fact that I can track how much calories I burn while exercising so it keeps me motivated to work out more often. It also gives me a good feeling to know that I am not alone, there are others out there also working hard to accomplish the same goal. Let’s see how this goes. Good luck to all the old and new members I wish you guys much success