Food addicts please read and friend me

Hey everyone,

I'm a food addict and have been my entire life, when I was a kid I used to sneak food and hide it like a squirrel gathering nuts, food is all I think about, I'm always thinking what the next meal is even when I'm eating I'm eye balling 4 more slices of pizza or the next serving of Mac and Cheese. Just like every other addict out there my brain lacks the normal levels of dopamine, that's what makes us feel good and happy, when I eat more dopamine gets released, so I keep eating until it's almost like a high, I call that a binge or relapse and really try to avoid those. If I could cut food out completely I would but I can't and you can't either so if your going threw the same struggles I have and still go threw than its just a part of our lives. The only thing that kept me in control is to make food boring and not fun anymore, so lots of vegetables and stuff that when I eat it I almost have to force myself to eat it time and time again, those foods keep me from bingeing, I cut out everything processed and stuck with all natural, if I could hunt or gather it I would eat it, it worked great for a long time until I started to get what I will call environmental depression, I worked a lot, I'm single, I for the most part live alone in my house, so I wake up, do choirs, get ready, go to work, come home and go to bed, that's my life and since I wasn't getting the dopamine from food things looked bleak and after awhile I didn't want to get out of bed because that means I had to go to work, and I didn't want to come home because all I had to do was go home, go to sleep, wake up and come back to work, it was rough for a long time and the past 6 months I have had a few break downs than would get off my diet and be happy again for a while until I gained too much and back to the diet. I'm back on my diet now and fear I'm headed to there again. What do you do that helps keep spirits up with the lack of food/dopamine? I don't think I was addicted until I saw the video the half ton man on YouTube, it was crazy watching people who weighed so much that could barely stand and realizing I was just the same as they were, the only difference was I didn't have an enabler to cook my food and shop for me, if I was in there situation I could easily see myself in a wheelchair at 500+lbs, I made it to 375 and was happy there, only reason I am losing weight is because I want a GF than a wife and this world is kinda shallow so here I am. I recommend watching that video, I learned so much about my own condition which gave me a better understanding on what I was dealing with.