Newbe looking for motivagion

Hi All, this is Anupama from India.
I was 75kgs when I first installed myfitness pal and then immediately uninstalled it.
I'm 66 now even after I've been regular to gym and have controlled my diet ,difference of 9 kgs doesn't seem big enough for me after putting effort regularly ..
so here in again with determination and this time I've decided to attained my goal weight
.so help me