Motivation & friends needed

Hey everyone! I've just restarted after being M.I.A for a few months . I currently weigh 14.2 stone (199lbs) biggest weight was 15.12st (222lbs) my progress is very slow I always put on then lose because I lack motivation massively! I also have no self control over food! But I will get there! Defiantly need some motivators and friends!