Transgender, Homosexual, Bisexual, Cross dresser

I am a Bisexual Male and a Cross dresser and am looking for people on here who are similar to me in that I am looking to tone my body to look more feminine in the clothing I like to wear. I would like to hear from people like myself weather it be MtF, FtM, curiosity or anyone just looking to lend a kind word or two. I am at the very beginning stages of what I am going through and would love to hear about other experiences and if you too need to tone up and/or have tips feel free to leave a post. Please I have dealt with harsh criticism and name calling in the past but for the few people who may not be able to handle it please avoid anything that may hurt feelings. If anyone needs someone to chat with who is going through very similar situations I would love to hear from you I have been hiding for 20 years and I am tired of it and how people treat others like me I opened this discussion in the hope it will help people like me and maybe help people who are not quite comfortable enough with their sexuality to completely come out about it. Just remember you have friends who love and respect you. You have what it takes to love yourself and to be loved. I guess the point is don't be afraid to embrace who you are you will be so much happier if you do.