Searching for help to overcome anorexia.

How awful I can't imagine what you are going through, but I know that lots of anorexics have found health again through watching videos from freelee the banana girl on youtube. She came from a background of anorexia, bulimia and binge eating and eventually went vegan and found health through a whole food plant based diet

Here is a good resource MFP provides: http://myfitnesspal.desk.com/customer/portal/articles/1575987-eating-disorder-resources

I wish you the best of luck in your recovery.