New and active eating disorder recovery group

I suffered too, for many years with bulimia and disordered eating. It was a hard struggle to find 'normal' again. I started with an E.D therapist and had to embrace the idea that in order to be healthy I had to stop allowing the labeling of food (categorized as bad or good) to have so much power. In the beginning of recovery,there was absolutely no way I could responsibly count calories or even weigh myself without getting sucked back into the disordered thought process. I had to basically retrain my mind how it saw food. Eating disorders are comparable to addiction and the recovery is still a 'one day at a time' philosophy. It does get better with time and dedication and realizing your self worth.