Kind of a repost!

ehorner1976
ehorner1976 Posts: 147
edited September 19 in Motivation and Support
I have started back lots of bad habits. I feel like I just hate myself, I just feel lost. I am hoping that I can just vent a little here. I am so far away from my family I miss them so bad. Here is a copy of one of my post to maybe enlighten you as to me being crazy. I am just lonely I guess!

I guess I am paranoid because I was originally supposed to be off work for 8 weeks. I have been on pain meds and muscle relaxers. I went back to work after a little more than 2 weeks after begging my orthopedic Dr. well after 6 weeks I ended up in the hospital with my back locked up. This all started with finding out I had broken my tailbone in 2 and fractured it in two other place and fractured the vertebre above that. My doctor then sent me for a MRI and that is when the discover I had a slipped disk and a herniated disk. I can't broadcast my whole life to everyone I work with, but I was out of sick time and was beginning to worry about finance (not exactly what you want to share with co-workers) When I was at work I am sure it appeared to everyone that I wasn't hurt that bad. They don't know that when I get home I have to alternate heat and ice on back to help relieve the pain. So after being at work for a week I am back off again.

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  • ehorner1976
    ehorner1976 Posts: 147
    I have started back lots of bad habits. I feel like I just hate myself, I just feel lost. I am hoping that I can just vent a little here. I am so far away from my family I miss them so bad. Here is a copy of one of my post to maybe enlighten you as to me being crazy. I am just lonely I guess!

    I guess I am paranoid because I was originally supposed to be off work for 8 weeks. I have been on pain meds and muscle relaxers. I went back to work after a little more than 2 weeks after begging my orthopedic Dr. well after 6 weeks I ended up in the hospital with my back locked up. This all started with finding out I had broken my tailbone in 2 and fractured it in two other place and fractured the vertebre above that. My doctor then sent me for a MRI and that is when the discover I had a slipped disk and a herniated disk. I can't broadcast my whole life to everyone I work with, but I was out of sick time and was beginning to worry about finance (not exactly what you want to share with co-workers) When I was at work I am sure it appeared to everyone that I wasn't hurt that bad. They don't know that when I get home I have to alternate heat and ice on back to help relieve the pain. So after being at work for a week I am back off again.
  • age1389
    age1389 Posts: 1,160 Member
    Ugh sorry that just sounds horrible:frown:
    Times are tough and I know it isn't easy being off of work with no money coming in. Do you have any personal time you can take? You probably thought of that already anyways.
    Take care of yourself fully this time so it will not happen again.:flowerforyou:
    Oh don't worry about your co-workers. People will talk no matter if they can see you in pain or not. Everyone always have something to say:noway:
    Take care hon:heart:





    -Adrienne:heart:
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