Start all over...

So as the title says. Start all over. To give you an idea almost 7 to 8 years I used to weight about 220 lbs with a height of 5'5. So I was small and fat. I decided to fix my life and so I did. I went all the way down to 160lbs with a solid body since I was doing bodybuilding. Almost 2 years ago I moved to Arizona and I don't understand why but I let my self go. Started eating junk food and to keep the story short now I'm even fatter then when i started. I'm currently at 230 lbs and I don't find the mental power to start. I need to start since I am being considered for a job that is a MUST to be in shape. The whole purpose of telling my story is to accept that I need to start and also to find friends that I can talk to here and there and motivate each other. I hope everything goes well. Healthy Living people...